It has been a long time since I've updated my blog. UM wifi is just too terribly and horribly slow to do any blogging (excuses!). Plus, I don't really have the time to blog (excuses!). However, now I have plenty of time to update this dead blog of mine... that is if I have the mood and don't feel too lazy. Hahaha. 

Wow, it has already been a year since I entered medical school in UM in KL. I've made lots of new friends, gain new experiences whether good or bad, done things that I've regretted and learnt that there's a muscle in your penis known as bulbospongiosus (random HAHAHAHAHA). My mind is so saturated with memories right now that I don't even know where to begin.

Never get involved with someone who's already in a relationship. Because all you're gonna get is pain, broken promises and loss of friendship. This is something I've learnt this year. Things happen for a reason and I'm very glad that I made the right decision. :)

The past few weeks was very stressful for me due to study week/finals. Received my results today and I fucking passed! Hell yeah! :D I guess the stressful weeks and hard work finally paid off as I have holidays to enjoy till September. Whee~~ Normally I don't really feel overstress or anything because of an exam, but due to the fact that I failed my Semester 1, Part A exam (yes, Julia failed an exam for the very first time, a major one too, and I failed very badly, received an E, quite unbelievable isn't it?), I had to work extra hard to ensure that I don't fail my Semester 2, Part B exam. Cause failing Part B means failing the 1st year of my medical course which sucks cause you won't have any holidays due to the extra supplementary classes. :(

To my dear coursemates who weren't so fortunate as me, do work hard and don't give up! We must attend the first lecture of year 2 together :)

Failing my first major finals made me realise that I can still succeed as long as I do not give up. As long as I pick myself up and move on, I guess things will turn out okay in the end. Some of you guys may be wondering, how this Julia failed her exams. This is most probably due to :

1) Exam was directly after Chinese New Year

2) Study week was during CNY

3) Who the heck studies during a festive season?!? Lousy admins of UM setting the exam after a major holiday... zzzz damn you.

4) I did not study because I was busy gambling, hanging out with family and friends, collecting angpows, eating steamboat and new year cookies, playing with my dog, online, slack, sleep and rot.

5) I did not go and pray to the Gu Leng Hood (a God in a temple in Penang which I always go to before any major exam for luck and blessing)

6) Basically, it was because I didn't study so I actually deserved to fail but again, WHO THE HELL STUDIES DURING THE FESTIVE HOLIDAYS T_T I WANNA PLAY PLAY PLAY AND ENJOYYYY. ROARRR. 

And thus, I failed. With an E somemore. HAHAHAHAHAH. Not even a D. But an E. E for EXCELLENT, (ahem, elephant).

Yes, I admit, I was depressed for about a day or two. HAHA. Then, I decided there was no point in mourning about my failure. I just gotta work a little harder and put in more effort. And I did. And thank god, I passed. Officially going to be a second year medical student. :D happy. Julia is happy. 

So now I'm still in KL. Will be back in Penang soon. Hope to meet up with my friends there then. 

Last but not least, thank you my love, for always being  there, for making life in KL bearable after I've failed, for never doubting me for even a second, for always believing that I could succeed. You're awesome! :)